Welcome to My Journey

This is the story of a single stitch from the universal blanket as I try to get out of a snag. Instead, I get myself in a bunch of knots, but you'll see that things always work out the way they are suppose to in the end. Welcome to the journey, feel free to pipe in. This is subject to copyright, and must have my consent for partial or whole copies. Feel free to email me, or message. Would be happy to meet fellow stitches out there ;) I'm interested in hearing your stories as well. ~Biddy

Tuesday, February 12

Should I stay or should I go.....

Ive been in day treatment fir a while, for the anorexia. And today I walked out of group because I felt like I would cry..... And there was absolutely no reason within me.
Just a deep sadness.
Stepped out in lobby and felt huge relief....
Thinking I am drawing on someone else's energy. There are a few possible sources. Wish I knew which one felt such grief.... Wish that I could reach out and touch their soul..... Somehow make things better.
Do something to take away the agonizing pain.
Feel so insignificant..... So helpless.
So unable to make the slightest positive difference.
Oddly instead of trying I just want to flee and go home for the day..... Just to escape that dreadful feeling.
But something makes me stay....

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